Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Losing an Angel

There's no greater pain I believe than a mother who lost a child. I knew this for a fact even before I became pregnant and lost our little angel. No words of consolation can ease the pain away. I blamed myself at first and had a lot of "what if'", "if only" and the big "WHY" running through my mind. Only through constant prayers and incessant conversation with my husband and loved ones helped me in accepting what happened, that we're not meant to have our angel longer than we had her. Time and faith in God can really help in accepting and facing the reality.

We are still in the process of healing now, but we already accepted the fact that God has His reasons in taking away our little angel so soon. We have stronger faith and we are more hopeful of the future and know that God has better plans for our family.

To you my little angel, sleep and rest well now that you're in a far better place.


An angel in the book of life wrote down my baby's birth.
Then whispered as she closed the book "too beautiful for earth".

How very softly
you tiptoed into our world.
Almost silently;
Only a moment you stayed.
But what an imprint
Your footprints have left
On our hearts.

So sleep our little angel, sleep
So little, yet so loved
So small, so sweet, so soon
We will love you always.